        "Cry today, but promise you won't let yourself fall again for the next day. I believe Sojin noona don't want to see you like this," he said.
        And I'm crying hard... lots... I let go all of this burden inside my heart. I'm not shy, a man can cry, and to do it in front of my best friends is far better than crying alone. I never feel this hurt in my entire life, there is no words come out of my mouth, I'm just crying, with Hongbin who is crying along, and, it's like some kind of magic, that hurt is leaving my heart... slowly. And the tears are stopping too.
        "Hyong... this is the sweater that Sojin noona wanna give to you," said Hongbin with his soft voice, "it hasn't really done yet."
        I took the sweater from Hongbin's hand. A pretty black and blue sweater, the last gift I got from Sojin.
        "I will miss her pumpkin cake too," said me while trying to smile.
        "For hyong, I will take baking course!" nod Sanghyuk.
        "You? I'm not sure to eat the cake you bake..." said Jaehwan.
        And soft laugh come out of my mouth. At least, I'm not alone.
        "You should be more popular or Sojin noona will not rest in peace, hyong," said Wonshik.
        "That won't happened, Shik," Taekwoon said while smiling.
        "Guys I need your help," I said, "please be my cheerleader team while I'm trying to be worldwide idol."
