Sojin is running happily along the beach while I'm finding my "art". I hope it hasn't being erased, I thought I made it around here.
"Sojin-ah, would you come here for a while?"
Sojin is running towards me. I'm grinning and point at the sand beside me. I just made some sentences there.
My mind wanders.
A lot.
And its always finds its way to you.
She even looks more surprised than before.
"Hakyeon-a..."
"Park Sojin, would you accept me as your boyfriend?"
That would be the most brave sentence that ever come out from my mouth. My heart is beating fast while I try to stare on her eyes while confessing to her (Jaehwan said it's important to keep the eye contact to make women trust in you) and I could feel my face is getting red. Suddenly I feel so stupid.Â
How come a pretty Sojin will like a person like me? I'm not really handsome like Hongbin; or smart like Taekwoon; or popular like Jaehwan; friendly like Wonshik; and adorable like Sanghyuk. Who am I... or what am I? She already rejected so many men and now, she is going to reject me. I'm not ready yet to being a heart-broken man. But why do I realize it now when it's already too late?