Everything is Blue

 The children will not know what happen to them in the future.  Instead, I lost my everything. God loves him much, but I will be loneless, eventhough my children beside me.  There was something lost in my life.

I close my eyes and take my breathes.  My deep heart said "Six months ago, I were not okay."  Am I okay today? The answer is the same. The differences are I have to be a power woman. I have to do everything by myself.  If don't move, I will die. I have to keep my blues soul, my blues heart, and my blues life in my deep bodies. This way Will help me to act, work, educate, train, and hold my three children. 

I just believe, God knows I am strong and must be strong.