“YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME. NOW JUST DO WHATEVER YOU WANT, TAKE THE RISK AND DON’T TALK TO ME AGAIN!!!”
But, it ended up with me just hit the table too hard so it a bit broke my knuckle and made me had to see the doctor afterwards.
I left that lounge when I heard her called my name in her sob. I never turned back, I didn’t wanna do that. But I knew I had to do something to wake her up. She’s too worth it. She’s much better than just a have fun material. She’s just too blind to see it herself. I just hope she realize it.
After that evening, I went abroad for a month to calm myself down. I was trying to get her out of my mind. I told my maid at home not to tell where I was going. I didn’t talk to her since then. It was hurting me, but I knew she will always be ok. She’s a little soldier. She fought her life like an army in the world war. She made of steel. She’s a smart precious girl. But she turned to be the most idiot living thing ever when it’s about love.
She kept sending me messages and I was still on my feet not to response them. Until I read this one,
“ Ron, where are you? you were right. I should listen to you. He might not love me. He might only want me to keep him company. He didn’t wanna be alone. Or I might be just too good for his ego. But he might not love me. where are you, Ron? Please go home.”
I didn’t know what kind of feeling it was. the mix of a bit relieved and shocked. I called her to meet me at the cafe we were used to go.
“ I am glad to see you again, Ron!” she hugged me when we met.
“I am more than happy to see you smile again.” I said silently.
we ordered the dishes we are used to and talked, shared stories and laughs for hours.
“ You know what, Ron. I wrote a song about him. it’s called Swimming Pool in the Moon. do you wanna listen?”