When I had A Dream about BTS

My Diary, November 15th 2022

Last night I had a dream about BTS

In that dream they were traveling and staying at the staff house, and the staff was my brother. I don't know the reason why? But they did stay at my house.

They stay for two days. But during that time, the hosts and people other than the staff are given a rule not to go near BTS let alone chat with them, because BTS is working on a project and is worried about it leaking. Plus, they can't eat the food provided by the host, either by buying it or cooking it theirselves.

I'm an ARMY, and you know how happy I feel when they, upon God's destiny, suddenly stay at my house. But, at the same time sad. Never mind asking for autographs, photos, or even talking to you, because we can't even approach them.

During the days with they, I noticed everything they do.

As day turns to night, they did the "Mic Drop" dance practice. I was touched because I could watch their dance practice live.

Until then those days pass and they will continue their journey. They came home at a very late hour and took the initiative to go through a quiet road and no people.

Because my house is in the countryside, of course there are many gardens. I was asked by my brother to take them through the garden and use a flashlight as a street light, because my brother is still not ready with some of the things she will leave behind.

Somehow, only Jin ended up walking with me. I think the others went with my brother, maybe because I left them emotional and sad that we had to part soon.

But, somehow, I couldn't hide my sadness from Jin, because I was sobbing. Finally Jin asked me in English because he couldn't speak by my language and of course assumed that maybe I could understand what he was saying in English. "Why are you crying?" he asked.

I also told my complaints during BTS spending the night at my house. "You know how happy I was when I found out that Bangtan would be staying at my house? I'm an ARMY, even though my family doesn't know about it. Of course I'm very happy," I said while sobbing. "But then I was so sad. How can I not? We're on the same roof, but let's not talk one word. I can't even get close to you guys. You guys are busy, and we're not allowed to approach you because of the ongoing project you guys do. You're also not allowed to eat our food. Even though I'm an ARMY, it's impossible to put poison in your food," I explained excitedly, "I just wanted to talk and greet you," I continued with a sob.

"We're sorry... What can I do for you now?" Jin asked and looked guilty.

"Could you calm me down? Can I hug you for just a moment?" I ask.

Then Jin hugged me for a while. I spilled all my tears on his pink shirt covered in black jacket, right on his chest because he is very tall compared to me who is only 155 cm.

A few moments later, I let go of his embrace because I realized my original purpose. I had to endure my sadness, because Jin BTS had to leave immediately to carry out his duties. I was very grateful because he accepted my request.

The two of us continued our journey until we reached the highway. There were several people waiting. Of course we were late than the other members.

Before parting ways, Jin told me "Be happy, smile. Take care of your health and keep up the spirit." He said and stroking my head like his own sister. He smiled with his alpaca smile, look cute. But I can't say anything but nod in affirmation, I am too sad to answer his word.

Thank you, BTS. Because you came to my Dream.