But, somehow, I couldn't hide my sadness from Jin, because I was sobbing. Finally Jin asked me in English because he couldn't speak by my language and of course assumed that maybe I could understand what he was saying in English. "Why are you crying?" he asked.
I also told my complaints during BTS spending the night at my house. "You know how happy I was when I found out that Bangtan would be staying at my house? I'm an ARMY, even though my family doesn't know about it. Of course I'm very happy," I said while sobbing. "But then I was so sad. How can I not? We're on the same roof, but let's not talk one word. I can't even get close to you guys. You guys are busy, and we're not allowed to approach you because of the ongoing project you guys do. You're also not allowed to eat our food. Even though I'm an ARMY, it's impossible to put poison in your food," I explained excitedly, "I just wanted to talk and greet you," I continued with a sob.
"We're sorry... What can I do for you now?" Jin asked and looked guilty.
"Could you calm me down? Can I hug you for just a moment?" I ask.
Then Jin hugged me for a while. I spilled all my tears on his pink shirt covered in black jacket, right on his chest because he is very tall compared to me who is only 155 cm.
A few moments later, I let go of his embrace because I realized my original purpose. I had to endure my sadness, because Jin BTS had to leave immediately to carry out his duties. I was very grateful because he accepted my request.
The two of us continued our journey until we reached the highway. There were several people waiting. Of course we were late than the other members.
Before parting ways, Jin told me "Be happy, smile. Take care of your health and keep up the spirit." He said and stroking my head like his own sister. He smiled with his alpaca smile, look cute. But I can't say anything but nod in affirmation, I am too sad to answer his word.
Thank you, BTS. Because you came to my Dream.
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