        "Hakyeon, I need to talk to you... but where are you now when I need you?"
Just like yesterday, Sojin leaves a cake that Hakyeon likes, although she doesn't sure Hakyeon will eat it. And after wait for 20 minutes in front of the apartment, she leaves.
*****
The tenth day without you
"I still love you,
But you don't care."
*****
I'm arrived at home quite late tonight, the concert is held well. I was drank some bottles of soju before I go home. My brain is a bit dizzy but it's okay... it helps me a bit to release my emotion. I almost step on the cake that left on my apartment's front door. I took it and read the letter. It's written the same things like yesterday with Sojin's handwriting.
"Hakyeon, I'm sorry and I love you"
I'm entering my apartment while bringing the cake along and sit on the sofa. Sojin... is it me who is being too stubborn? But the shadow of her and Hongbin keep on haunting me as the nightmare every night. No one knows how hurt to being cheated like this. This feeling is too much. My first love... with my best friend, it's driving me crazy.Â
Now that I leave them alone like this, will they being together? Maybe after a while, Sojin will stop trying to meet me? Will I feel lonely? Yes. A tear drop from my eye. I will miss her... and miss everything that happened. But I can't make her happy, that's the reality I know. She will forget about me and being happy with Hongbin.Â
