I woke up feeling good today, no longer that i sense grooginess nor light headed, of course i still have clouds over my head, but hey..., it's life isn't it, no clear blue sky all the time, sometimes it rains, sometimes it's cloudy, but i always try to be grateful, no matter bad or good my day is going to be or already has been, and so i decided to put on my sport jacket and out i go, walking in to the mist, actually inside the mist and or in the middle of wee hours in the morning is the only time that i prefer to take a stroll along the road of this Godforsaken town.
There i go, i said it, t'hell with all that mental state of happiness, i've meditated, i've hypnotized myself, nothing really worked, i mean on permanent basis, the fact is, i f#*king hate this town,the only time that i can cope with it, it's this kinda day, misty, blurry, it feels like you can be anywhere, anyplace but here, so i said to all people who said i can't take reality in, or those who said -Â "you gotta accept more!" , well my reply to that kind of statement from now on will be, "so what!!! reality sucks, you woke up and get that newspaper of yours and you see day in day out, all they printed out is just the same ol' bullshit, corruption here and there, violence here and there, poverty news while there's a big ad of a big apartment that cost only 1,3 billion, well that is reality for sure, and you talked to me as if i can't take no more reality, well you can take that reality and shove it up your ass!"
And you know what, this is me againts all the idea being cramped in into the head of most people,those materialistic bruuuha, yes sir, we do need money to survive, i ain't no f*#$kin' hypocrite, we all need money, but when you start to focus your life just wanting money, money and money, you will see yourself lowering your own dignity, you put a price on your own head, on your own children and all the people that you see, you start to think that you can buy people out, think that all people have they're price tag hidden somewhere, well, let me tell you this, F you and F all your way of thinking.
This is me channeling all my hatred toward all things that's been bothering me all this time, mind your own f*#$kin' business, so this police is telling other police that the other police is crooked, so t'f@%k with it, commenting over that crap, is that going to make you feel superior, somewhat compensating your lack of inches, what a f@#k!
You yell, yapping about your own government, saying that your government is incapable, the elites have no capability in thinking for the good of all, well...go to national library, blindfolded yourself and go to the newspaper section of 30 years ago, and see....what it is today was yesterday happening over and over again, and you tell me that i can't take reality in, was it me or you who can't take reality in, we've moving in circle my friend, feels like we moving forward but we're stuck, rolling and rolling and rolling over and over and over again.
You tell me, was there no candy in the year 1925?There was...... right, there's candy today too, the differences is... well, packaging is different, taste start to vary, and what worst of it all, they mixed here and there with chemical subtances, yummy...
I said, wake up and smell your own urine, life is beautiful urine included, if you see someone you love, tell them you love him or her, if you met someone that you dislike, well, can't suggest anything really...hmmmmm (thinking, thinking and thinking), i can say, well, you can smile your best smile at him or her, your object of hatred and you can shout at the top of your lung and say ..."F@#K u A lot ! You piece of S#*T", but, seriously, you gotta bare your own consequences if you decided to do that, LoL( this stands for Laugh at yourself, Moron!).
Yeah...i take a deep breath and i gotta say it again...i love this morning and i love my life!
