Have you ever experienced feeling like you are running but truth is, you are going nowhere?
It's like a hamster being caught in a cage, running in a round cycle toy, getting tired, but going nowhere.
It's like one is surrounded by so many people, but deep down one is lonely.
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I am not in the highest point, nor am I in the lowest point in life.
I am somewhere in between.
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I feel like I am living in another dimension, but I am here.
Everyday I am trying my best to fight with my ego, to give the best of me.
Everyday I am trying my best not to look sad, to give my brightest smile on them.
Everyday I am trying to cover up my problems, just to make sure that I still can handle it alone.
Everyday I keep my dreams in my dreamy world, so that I can passionately pursue them, to make em come true.
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But the more I try the less it's working.
I find myself exhausted of everything.
Or maybe it is time for less thinking, and more feeling....
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Life.
How oneself describes 'Life' can be different from others.
It depends on how oneself see Life itself.
For me, Life is like a roller coaster.
It serves me the up-moments, so does it serve me the down-moments.
Sometimes I laugh at seeing how life works.
It's funny. It's unpredictable. It's out-of-the-box.It's challenging.
It amazes me.
Sometimes, I feel like I wanna cry in the middle of my laughter.
Sometimes, I feel like wanting to laugh in the middle of my tears.
Everything seems so perfect yet imperfect.
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Life serves (us) many opportunities to grow.
Never give up halfway.
Never complain.
Be more grateful of the up-and-down moments in Life.
Be more detached to things.
Joy can only be felt within.
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