Family is everything.Â
My first sentence after leaving this media almost a year.
 Yeah... I am in blue. My mind can not compromise. I do not know what should to do. If you know, I just like a zombie. Life but have nothing.
Life runs but not my heart. It happened after the doctor said he passed away. I don't believe it, but it was true.Â
How can I stay?
Who will take care of my children?
What about my job?
Oh god...
Help me...
That day, I was like a crazy woman. Before he went away, I told him that the children were with him in the hospital. After a moment later, he closed his eyes forever.