Feelings

About a heart that always asks

About a feeling that is always present

Why did I get caught up in it

Why is it so hard to control

What can I do, I'm just an ordinary person

Who is this self who is so ego

Who is this self who is so ambitious

What is wrong with me?

Why are there memories that are hard to forget?

Crushing chest when it's too deep

But if you remember for a moment, it brings sadness

Why does this self feel an unusual taste

While what seems not always close

While what is close is not always achieved

Then how do I feel so real

Then how do I feel close and reached

You fill the heart's space

But in fact you are not by my side

But in fact you are far away

what is this feeling?