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Thursday, September 10, 2015 at 9.50 p.m. Kaluna has not been able to sleep yet. Finally she decided to play omegle and chat with strangers she did not know. The same night but in a different city, Akash did the same thing. Whether it's a coincidence or God's destiny, until they can chat on omegle. They are chatting like foreigners in general. Without them knowing it was already 11:11 p.m. "Don’t want to sleep yet?" "I'm already sleepy" "Can we continue at Line?" "Hmmm, yaa" "What is your ID Line?" "Kalunaa" "Okay tomorrow I'll add your ID, good night" "Okay, night". Kaluna has a different feeling for Akash, she didnot know what that feeling is, she doesnot understand either. She has never been so easy gave her ID to a stranger, but not with Akash.

The next day, Akash chat Kaluna at Line "Hi Na, this is Akash" "ohh hi Kash!" And they are chatting. Just a week getting know Kaluna, Akash expressed thathe had feeling for her. However, according to Kaluna this was too fast and Akash didn’t know Kaluna any deeper. Akash often confessed his feelings to Kaluna and asked her to be his girlfriend. As time went on, she began to fall in love with Akash. However, she didnot fall because of what he saw, like Akash's physique, but she fell because of what her heart felt. Even though they only met from social media, but what they felt was real. Finally, they had a relationship.

Kaluna's life is colored byAkash who is always able to make her laugh, and vice versa. But the relationship that Kaluna is always proud of isn’t as easy as she imagined. From debate over little things, to the big lies that Akash hid from Kaluna. At that time Kaluna was upset and very disappointed in Akash. "Akash, I want to ask" "What do you want to ask dear?" "But you have to answer honestly" "Yes, sure" "This is not you right?" Kaluna sent a photo of Akash's face, but the man's name was not Akash's name. "Yes na, I'm sorry for lying to you" Akash explained to Kaluna and sent a photo that he said was him. Kaluna's anger was muffled because her love for Akash was so great.

Indeed, from the beginning they were chatting, they never videocalled moreover met in person. However, Kaluna always believed in Akash. Although many Kaluna’s friends who said that she is stupid because she can establish an unusual relationship, but she always replies "Love is blind right? And physically not an obstacle for someone to fall in love, comfort is the main thing." Kaluna was sure, sooner or later she would meet with Akash, as he always said, when he was not too busy and had lots of free time.

It's been 1206 days they passed together as a lovers. Kaluna starts feel bored in her relationship with Akash. She is just an ordinary girl who also wants to have the kind of relationship most teenagers want. Who can spend Saturday night together even if just around the city, or get picked up on they way home from school. Kaluna really hates the distance that separates her city and Akash city. Because of that, Kaluna often complained to Akash. Eventually, Akash was tired of hearing all the complaints of Kaluna who wasn’t grateful for what she had and didn’t understand that in the world of Akash there wasn’t only Kaluna, but there was also a future he had to design, moreover he was a man.

Akash finally decides to breakup his relationship with Kaluna. Not because there was no more love for her, but he didn’t want Kaluna not to feel what he couldn’t give yet and free Kaluna to feel it with other men. This decision has been very hard for him. Moreover, his feeling for Kaluna that is really real and nothing has been engineered. Finally their love end, they were not meant to each other yet they happy they ever met.

In the end they cannot blame the feelings and circumstances, because all is God's destiny. And the most sincere love is not Kaluna's love for Akash, nor is Akash's love for Kaluna, but God's love for His people.

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