Misery

I am happy right now

But I can't hold the tears in my eyes

I am smiling right now

But my heart telling me a whole different story

I am calm right now

But my feet are running fast

Your photograph says a thousand words

And your words give me a thousand meanings

But you didn't say a word right now

You let me floating in a misery

I’m trying to forget you for a while

But all the issues for today is you

I see you everywhere

In every people's conversation

They all reminds me of you

I am trying to be cheerful for today

But all day long, the sun refuses to shine

The ash colored clouds rule the day

In every square of the vast blue sky

Your crayon drawn portrait

With that marvelous smile of yours