Do You Have Something..?

Do you have something that always come up in your mind every morning?

Something that always bothering you all the time, anywhere you go..

Something that better to be erased from your mind but you can't and you won't..

Something that always make you flash back looking to years ago..

Something that makes you close your eyes and hard to breathe..

Something that makes you want to cry in a sudden..

Something that you know it can't easily to remove..

Something that left unspoken..

Something that hurts..

Something like a scar..

Something that too sweet to forgotten..

Something that too painful to remember..

Something that makes you want to run and scream out loud..

Something that makes you cry in the middle of the night..

Something that makes you smile when you do stand in some memorable places..

Something that makes you laugh when see some memorable things..

Something that makes you look through a window and keep silent remembering..

Something that makes your mind is not in the place where you're at..

Something that makes you laugh and cry at the same time..

Something that makes you happy and sad at the same time..

Something that separate by distance..

Something that you afraid to regret it..

Something that you feel it in your heart and stay still in your mind for so long..

Something that both your brain and your heart keep yelling on you..

Something that always come up every single night and makes you hard to sleep..

Do you have it?

Because I do have it..

And I don't even know when it will stop..

I don't even know what should I do about it..

Because that 'something' is actually 'someone' to me..