''Journo of Decemba''

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From the night, where we complained bout' a lot of things. From every little thing that we've talked about. I also remember bernie said to me, "Pal, aing ada rencana S2 di kanada." Or, "Pal, kalo aing berhasil tinggal di LN, itu udah nazar aing ngajak maneh ke LN juga."

Or, like what auntie Nila says to me, "Gelar akademis tidak menentukan attitude seseorang. --- Atau cara bersikap baik di tengah -- tengah keramaian." I do hope for so many things, I hope for living and staying overseas. I hope dad is back to work, I hope I finish my bachelor study and then bouncing out from Indonesia. Oz, Canada, nz, England. Wherever I go, just not America, I dislike the country's system and people, it is similar with my country, too much disappointment.

I slightly remember that I have a morning talks with granny, we talked about her father, her feudality, her excellency in the previous event, where she is being called "aden, juragan." and her being a Ningrat in the indo-dutch colonial ages. That is.... A monarchial living. Love it, but's not gonna happen on today's world in Indonesia.

In the end.... This is my December's journal. --- From bernie, Omi, auntie nila, granny 'ibu jendral', bi nyai, the whole bahusda's family member and all the people I love, on this earthly living. I thanked you all.

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My highest honor,

Opal