The answer was directly shown up, "If I don't try, I will not know whether I can do it or not "Â
The fact was real: I CAN DO IT!
Running is not only talking about the physical stamina, but also (and maybe the most influencing factor) referring to the mental: Can or Can't.
Defeating ourselves, talking about ability or disability. The inferiority was taken place. I had defeated myself, my inferiority inside me. At the first time in my mind, it was impossible to fulfill it. I didn't believe I could pass the finish line.
I proved that I was wrong. I was able to do it.
This is the lesson of life that is not only important for me, but I believe it will be valuable for every human being. Every human has his/her inferiority. Every person has her/his fear.
If we don't face the fear by doing it, we will not know whether we can defeat it or not.
I had the fear of disability to finish the long run process. I decided to face my fear. I took the chance to do a long run. I passed the finish line.
So, don't take the advice from fears. We have to keep our beliefs. We must trust that there is nothing impossible.
The first passed as the example, the others follow. I feel the challenge to defeat the fear and myself again in the next 'pelarian'.
Now I can run without any obstacles. I don't know until what age I can run. As long as my feet are in the good condition, I will keep running. As long as running is not a boring activity in my mind, I will keep running. As long as my body is still fit, I will keep running.
