Beautiful little tired-eyed woman
Those who try to stay strong in the sea of life
When left in a brain space full of many things
Outwardly cute she wields a shield with full strength
Bitter sinks so deep into her body
Silent if empty noisy if crowded
Dark, gray, foggy, endlessly surround and string her
The low cry in her heart is so loud but not heard
Concerned that I barely glanced at her, saw her, did I ever try to understand her?
Herself and myself
I almost never try to always be with her. I never felt that I was playing with her, listening to her stories and voices.
I say that I really love her but I always hide to pretend I don't know when I hear the heavy rain groans from her beautiful eyes.
Beautiful tired-eyed little woman
You and I, uniform, but never together and in line
Poetry-related explanations:
This poem is a type of free verse poetry that is not bound by any rules. This poem is about someone who feels sorry for the other side of herself, namely her mentality, about how she forces himself when facing something heavy and never pays attention to her love for herself.
Here's an explanation for each line:
"Beautiful little tired-eyed woman"
What is meant here is that her mentality is someone else's and labels her or describes her as a woman who has beautiful eyes that look tired.
"Those who try to stay strong in the sea of life"
She tries to stay strong and face every problem in life.
"When left in a brain space full of many things"
Her mental state which was not fine was always pushed aside and was never noticed or thought about because of the many problems that covered her.
"Outwardly cute she wields a shield with full strength"
On the outside, she always looks happy and fine and no one realizes how she is on the inside.
"Bitter sinks so deep into her body"
So much bitterness about the problem that resides in her.
"Silent if empty noisy if crowded"
He talks too much and looks happy when she is in a crowded environment or with friends around her but is very quiet about her problems when she is alone.
"Dark, gray, foggy, endlessly surround and string her"
Dark, gray, and foggy, symbolize the gloom that always surrounds her.
"The low cry in her heart is so loud but not heard"
Her heart was already very burdened and had cried a lot but the people around her never realized it because of her extraordinary pretense.
"Concerned that I barely at her, saw her, did I ever try to understand her?"
"Concerned that I barely at her, saw her, did I ever try to understand her?"
"Herself and myself"
"I almost never try to always be with her. I never felt that I was playing with her, listening to her stories and voices."
"I say that I really love her but I always hide to pretend I don't know when I hear the heavy rain groans from her beautiful eyes."
"Beautiful tired-eyed little woman"
"You and I, uniform, but never together and in line"
In this passage, it is described that she is wondering whether she still often pays attention to herself, whether she loves herself, worries about herself, and whether she understands herself.
