Often, Lina tried to soothe herself in various ways, from reading books to meditating, but all these efforts seemed inadequate. She felt trapped in a cycle of despair that seemed endless. Frustration and hopelessness deepened, making it hard for her to find a way out of the feelings that bound her. In moments of nighttime silence, Lina felt as though she stood on the edge of a deep, dark chasm, not knowing how to move forward.
Lina realized that her despair was worsening, and she could no longer ignore it. She felt that she had tried everything to address her feelings on her own, but all efforts seemed in vain. In her mind, Lina wondered if there was a way to overcome this pain and find the happiness she once felt. The sense of hopelessness deepened, and Lina felt increasingly alienated from herself and the world around her.
In the quiet of the night, Lina often thought that she should be able to handle her feelings on her own. She felt ashamed and reluctant to seek help, not wanting to be seen as weak or a burden to others. Reluctantly, she continued to struggle alone, trying her hardest to hide her suffering from others, but this feeling seemed to drain her energy. The despair she felt seemed to grow stronger, as if she had lost all paths out of the darkness that enveloped her.
