What if?

The silent depression that eats me from inside

But, what did I know back then?

I was just an overconfident and arrogant human

I still am.

But sometimes, I also think, what if that is the reason

Because I am still the same person and God wants me to be better and stronger

Not a weak mollusk that hides inside its shell

To become as strong as a lion, as slick as a snake, smart and brave as I want to be,

What if?