"Sigh, I wish I could live there forever"
She left the room, his mother scolded Mara because he always slept, even though her mother did not know Mara was so tormented by this life. Mara just kept quiet holding back her regret and sadness, then she cleaned the house, but she was still scolded for not being clean enough, Mara had time to think if her mother didn't love her?
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Day after day, Mara goes through a hell-like day, being bullied every day, ignored by Lala, and watching her mother who is so engrossed in her cellphone. Mara is treated like that like daily food. But lately Mara looks happy because the girl seems to have a crush (?)
Yes, Mara has a crush. The man's name is similar to Mara, namely Maras. Sometimes Mara thinks whether they are soul mates because they have the same name. Mara often sees Maras from a distance, I think Mara is obsessed with him, because the man looks very handsome and of course smart!
During lunch break, Febri -one of the people who bullied Mara- approached Mara and asked Mara to have lunch together with her. Mara is confused as to why she's suddenly so good. Mara agrees and they eat together. The wind blows during the day that makes the small grass sway, the Mara sits under the tree with a Febri. Suddenly Febri took out his cellphone and showed the contents of her cellphone.
"Hey, you know what? Maras told me that he likes me! I am so happy because I like him too! What do you think" she said and then laughing that she knew I like him too.
As if there was a sound of cracking in Mara's chest, Mara was silent because of shock. Febri laughed at the frozen Mara and then just walked away. "Why?" was the only thing that was in Mara's mind.
Mara returned to the class, she heard a noise in the class, when she saw what was happening, she glared because she saw her best friend, Lala being bullied. Mara saw Tikka, Febri and Ruma grab Lala's hair. Without further ado, Mara immediately pulled the hands that were in Lala's hair, and snapped at them all.
"WHAT DID YOU ALL DO TO MY BESTFRIEND? WHAT DID I DO? YOU ALWAYS BRING YOUR FRIENDS TO BULLY HUH? CAN YOU EVEN BY ONE WITH ME? WHY YOU ALL SO MEAN? WHAT DID I DO? IS IT BECAUSE I HAVE LICE? THEN WHY ARE YOU ALL SO ANGRY WITH THAT? IT IS MY PROBLEM? YOU ALL DON'T KNOW HOW DEPRESSED I AM, JUST STOP IT?" shouted Mara while holding back tears.
"It is fun to bully you, right guys"