What You Should Know About Me?

My name is Afifah Syaharani. 

Nothing special about my life untuk i see someone and say anything i don't know. Someone said if you scared about something and then you mus try it. 

For real, in pas a eum selfharm. I can't control my self. Reason? My grandma leave me, now she in heaven. She said to me one day before he past away. She will make beautiful sky for me. And yes, everytime i miss her, i look at sky. 

So pretty, like her. 

About pretty? 

I think I'm not good at all. My face? I don't find someone like me, always think that's okay for me. Because I'm so jealous of girl what have good brain. She can make everyone love her because her brain. Sometimes i wish i was her. But after u see her life, oh thanks to me. Even i see her, i don't know what's God take from her. 

Family. I love my family but i hate too. Don't judge me at first. Every kids in this world have love hate relationship about this. My family complete. I have a brave father, always do something what i want. I have beautiful mom. Have 2 sisters, i love my family but i think they don't know about that.