At least You Know Where to Go

Have you ever think about where you exactly want to go in your life?Or do you know where are you right now from your destination? It seems i myself have to re-underline the life purpose of mine and where i am right now from my life purpose. So far I think i never say in words where i am going to in life.. I just have it here in my heart about where i exactly want to go. And that life purpose is not something real, but more likely a whisper of my heart. My life purpose is not to be somebody or to have something either. The life purpose of mine is “To be useful for other people around me and to be always in Allah’s way”, so that one day, in the meeting’s day with Allah, together with all of my family we will smile because Allah wants us to be in His side. Then about where i am right now from my life purpose, i feel that i am still too far away. I still have lot of His instructions neglected due to my weaknesses to be easy to go astray from His way.

Right now i can state it clearer that in my life I have 2 purposes which i hope i can make it better and better each day, first to be useful for other people around and second to always be in Allah’s way with all my beloved people in my life. To reach the both purposes i have to continously mend my habits, my deeds, my disciplines, and my efforts to make them perfect in the end. Right now, for those both purposes, i am on my way making it perfect each day. I totally realize that i am just human who tends to change my self following the rhyme of my faith. Sometimes, when my faith is excellent, my efforts to reach my purposes are great. It means, i have days when i really aware and remember about my purposes, then my efforts are going to be the best i can do. Unfortunately another days, i feel like losing the taste of life due to my carelessness to ignore Allah’s instructions very often, then i forget my purposes and become one who live my life without purposes. For those reasons, i will try to always pray to be always in His way. I hope Allah hears my prayer so then He can lead me thru His way.

Dear Allah..

I know I don’t deserve Your best attention

Coz i often forget You

But don’t leave me here with no hints

I do need You

To accompany me along my way

So I can walk my step

Surely and undoubtedly..