Shadow

I am here
sitting next to you,
hold your arm and touch your smile

I am here
standing next to you  and holding your shoulder
"You have to be strong, I know that you are strong enough to handle these problems" I said

I am here
watching over you when you are sleeping
feel your breath and caressed your tired face
you are still the same as many years ago and also I  will have no change

Time may changes everything, but not me

I am here
still loving you, standing behind you
I am still supporting you for everything you choose, even in this precious moment of your life

It should be me who standing in front of you,
wearing that white dress
It should be me, the one whom you kissed
but I am still here, slipped my best smile among this tears

I want you to hold me tight like those years, but you can't
You can't hold me, kiss me, touch me, even see me
I am only a shadow of you; from the past
I will be disappear when the sun is rising

I don't wanna go, but I have to
You are not mine anymore because we are different

You are my little butterfly,
spread your wings and fly as high as you can

I will be here
waiting for you in my time to be together like those many years
I believe that you will be here, being my man in our other life