I’ll tell you the truth. I’m not that miserly. That’s only one of the reasons for me to avoid of being close to girl.
Don’t ever think that I don’t like girl. I just wanna make the girl happy cause if she got me as her boyfriend, she would get something bad for her life.
I don’t deserve to get the girl. I’m too bad for her. This is it. This is my feel. In my heart, it’s very different with the reality.
I’m type of man that would do everything for her.
I’ll spend my time, money, power just for her. I always hide from the crowd just to make myself out of trouble. It’s the easiest thing that I can do for now. Cause the hardest thing is hiding my feel from those love crowds.
Crazy right?
Can I have something that could defeat this feeling? In the other side, I’m type that extremely in different pole. I can’t have a very serious feel to someone.
Maybe, it’s like karma.
Do I can get the “ONE” that I give full attention just for her? I’ve never feel the time has come for me to make decision. But I think this is the best time to make an action. I can’t just wait and let somebody take over me.
She is very special.
Another crazy plan!
That’s her. I should hide, not only my body but my whole feeling.
