If I were To Die

“Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever" Gandhi.

It is a wonderful reminder of how we all need to be living our lives more fully. . You may think why do I have to do this or that ; you may feel as if you have given up your life. You may constantly ask yourself “Why me?” You may also feel as though the whole world revolves around you and your needs. Well, the truth is that these are all valid thoughts, emotions and needs that we go through.
it is enough for me to say that I have. For a long time now, I’ve lived in an objective, detached way- whilst still enjoying it as much as I can. Ultimately, life is to be lived- and if you were to die tomorrow- can you honestly say that you were happy? That you learned a lot, helped a lot and just gave life your all?

Am I completely there? No.
Do I live every single day as if it were my last? No.

I’m still not there completely- but who is? And why do I have to be, when I’m comfortable with my current level of psychological freedom