All nights that passed
I end up thinking of you
Night
is the most quiet of all time
and the time when I am usually awaken
Do you know
it's been three years since the first time I started to think about you
and that first time was
when I first saw you
L‪ove at first sight, huh?
how great is it?
yeah
you my dear
Then it became such a problem
cause it grows bigger and bigger everynight
until I don't know when
Should I end this?
I surely hope can do
but
it is not me to decide
my heart does
Yesterday
I slept at 7 pm
and wakes up at 3 am
still
never miss the part when I'm missing you
I wonder
why should I let this permanent-melancholy-love-feeling-that-becomes-pain eating me?
you know how pathetic I am
when I say
"IT'S BETTER TO FEEL PAIN, THAN NOTHING AT ALL"
Well
the sentence doesn't come out from my mouth
it's a line from "Stubborn Love" by The Lumineers
Hey wait
is this still a poem?
I don't know
is it ever a poem?
