He's Like Heroin for Me

now on the same date and month when I first knew him when I met him even one year my relationship and he has to end truth hurts I do not want this, honestly I still want to be with who knows how long I have not been able to accept it all, all too brief, all too ill to me, and what he also felt the same way I feel now my heart is broken, such as knocked down God yes I am still very fond of her honest I still want to be with, spend time with her and everything

I love him God

why should this answer I have received so far? why we were devastated when the relationship when we want one, why God? What is my fault? I've tried to forget him but it can not be that difficult and the more I forget I will always remember he is too beautiful for me, all the memories we had together is too good for forgotten God help me, I had what now? I have not been able to release him because I love him too deep into a million dear God please tell me to him, he'll tell me is still in love and until now my tears could not stop :''(((