You don't realize that in couple weeks you will start high school, the restlessness screaming day after day. Your name is Jacob Rex, you were born in country that has a thousand islands to be precise in the city of castle, you were born when Spider-Man's Tobey Maguire was a huge hit at the box office.
When you were young you were very active, super outgoing, as you grow up you start losing your outgoing nature as you start feeling the bitterness of the world but when it comes to family, close friends, and especially lover you become super outgoing like when you were young.
That is why you get so anxious when you enter high school, a completely new environment, new friends, new teacher, and many new more thing. "what if I do not get friends, what if I do not understand the lesson, what if I blablablabla" words that you repeat over and over again get stuck in your head without letting them out.
Long story short, at the beginning of the first day of school you don't know where to go because you haven't memorized in and out of your new school but, you know your classroom is at room number one. About ten minutes looking for a class you finally found the room, when you enter there are many strange faces you do not dare to look because it's increase your anxiety because, if someone approach you, you do not know what to do but, you are safe as the bell rings as a signal that ceremony will begin. Immediately after the ceremony, you and all the new students will gather to introduced to their respective mentors for student orientation time, whose job it is to adapt you to the new environment.
Before you came to this high school you have already knew that student orientation time will be held by your new school and you are afraid that this SOT is only tool for seniors and alumni to bully the new student because in your country this thing is very common in every school. After you knew who are the two mentor for your class the first mentor, his name is David he seem very scary, and the second her name is Diana she is pretty and seem kind.
After the introduction of the mentors, you and all the new students told to leave the field and immediately go to your own class to begin the SOT. In the class David and Diana told us to make a self introduction and one by one students will be call and stand up to introduce theirself, of course your anxiety level sky-rocket you are confuse what to do when self introduction one by one the students already introduce theirself and it is finally your turn to self introduction you force yourself to stand up and make the introduction.
"m..my....nam...name.is...Jacob..Jacob Rex, I wasborn 25 july2002 inDistrictTangerang, myhobby isplaygame and watchingmovie, nice to meet yall" You stammering and turn out like you were rapping because you were very nervous and it made the whole class laugh you only awkwardly smile to hide your greatest shame on your life but, little that you know that your ridiculous introduction will make you have a meaningfull high school life and beside all of the laugh from all of the student there is one face you take a good look that she only laugh but her face is so beautiful, you ask to your self how beautiful she became if she smile to you. After a not bad introduction by you and every student in class have already introduce theirself the mentors take us on a little trip to every corner of the school so we can adapt to the environment.
It's finally done the first day high school is done you relieved and cannot wait to go home lying around in your bed but, before that many student come to you and say that they want to be your friends so you accept them with a widely smile that you ever had, and there is one boy that you feel he is a very outgoing person his name is Christopher Cory, fortunately he live and born same as you only month and date of birth is different. "Hello Rex my name is Cory, Christopher Cory" he said with a loud voice that can hear by all the student in class, "Hi Cory nice to meet you" you said with a vague voice, "coincidentaly we live and born same place so we both neighbors and classmates, I think we can be a good partner I cant wait to see that!" Cory said, "yeah I guess we can" you said. So, you apparently will get a partner you happy but too tired to jump and after many student came to you finally you can go home and Cory does not forget to say goodbye.
When you arrived at home you realized that the girl with a beautiful self does not come to you to be friend but you want her to be your friend maybe even more and yes when self introduction the girl make an introduction but you do not listening because you are too nervous about your introduction so, you make a plan for tommorow in the school how to get to know her often people will think you just ask her name and other cheap question but introvert people do not do that because they are to afraid to wrong so, you text Cory to ask opinion about the plan Cory already give her number to you at school by the way and the only thing that Cory say is "Just come to her and ask her name, Rex" and you reply "it is easy for you but not for me", "alright then I will talk first but the rest is yours" Cory suggested, "ok I will use your plan" you reply and the conversation end.
The next morning you go to school, you meet Cory in the school gate and you want to talk about last night's plan but Cory has to go to the bathroom nature calling. So, the plan postponed and you walk to the class alone feel unconfident and lonely it makes you walk faster but unknowingly you run into somebody than has small body than yours without further a do you grab fast her hand afraid that she might fall to the ground and unexpectedly the person that you run into is the beautiful girl that you really want to know.
You panic wildly because you're afraid that she is going to get hurt or, you are just embarrassed that your first meeting with her is like this. "ar...are..you..okay?!" you said, "ohh it is alright I am glad that you hold my hand so tight" she say with a soft voice, you relieved and let go her hand there was a few seconds of silence and she start to talk. "you are Rex right? Jacob Rex from class one, your introduction yesterday was so funny" she said while chuckling remembering your introduction, Â "yes I am Jacob Rex you are..." you answered but feel stupid for not knowing her name and then you pretended to remember, "Ptera my name is Abigail Ptera, you must be not pay attention to my introduction right??" she said with a little bit anger, "so..sorry" you said with regret, "hahaha take it easy Rex, the good thing is you now know my name right so, lets go to the class we almost late" she said while walking with you to the class "OK" the only word that come from your mouth.
