Tens and Thousands

tens of hours. still, I couldn't believe.

the smile on her face. the eyeglasses on her nose. her long  straight hair.

they caught my eyes. I lose. she won.

I told them, my friends. her friends.

I tried. there's something. my heart can't deny.

no, it's not lust. something different.

I said it, honestly, directly, to her. finally.

then, I broke. into million pieces. it hurts.

pain in my heart. I can't believe. so painful.

she hates me. shame on me.

I try to accept. Maybe, I was just too fast.

Took it seriously. she hates me.

I'm scared. I'm sad. It hurts.

but, wait. I have another thousands of hours to know you well.

I have another thousands of chances.

I have. They said, you gotta admire a man that trying.

I'll try. And, I'm sorry, I love you.

It hurts in the beginning, I hope it's not in the end.

I smile for you. I wish you the best.

I watch you from the far.

the smile, the eyeglasses. your hair. I never forget.

I'm sorry, I love you.