I Scream

Hi, it's me again. I can't remember exactly what I need to talk to you about, but can I just lie down beside you? Swimming to your breath and heartbeat under the sky of scars. To once again smell your skin without the fog of the dawn. Letting our hands upon the sunrise.

Everything looks familiar. A silent night that we always have hoped for before. But now, I can't really understand why I felt this loneliness. It feels like I'll be down forever and break my heart again, just like a boring repetition.

Look, that pair's star in your eyes! I want to know about those stars that bring you in front of me. You are the one who keeps making me confused about choosing between 'Ice Cream' and 'I Scream.'

I can tell you about all the beautiful things you want to hear or read, but if I have to tell you, what are the things that make me hurt the most... I can't. 

Just tell me what you want. A bouquet of Poems? A box of cheering words? A cup of wisdom quotes? I can give all that to you, but please don't ask me about my heartbreak.

Because the truth is I never really know how much heartbreak is. Until I was lying next to you, and you were thinking about someone else.