Puisi | Your Blue Morning

Have you ever woken up in the morning
With a strange feeling in your heart
Like a pile of burden on your chest
Without you knowing what it is
Without you knowing why
Without you knowing what to do

Have your tears been held back?
Like a splash of waterfall pouring down in the chest
Have you ever felt something wrong in your life?
Without what you can digest
You scream inside
What's did I do?
What is wrong?
What happens inside my heart?
You are uneasy
as if the end will come to you
Destroy your fortress
Forsaken your happiness
You start telling stories
Nobody understands

They ask you to be patient
They ask you to be happy
They say they understand what you feel
They ask you to be quiet
They say everything will be fine
Then you stay quiet
Thinking,
You realize,
They cannot understand you completely

Day after day
You stop hoping
Hope is always miserable,
then you thinking
then you realize,
nobody can save you now
and you keep trying
Smiling
be happy
and pretending