If only, your vision would look upon me,
If only, you could hear the sounds of a heart break,
Silently watching over you, silently waiting for a miracle,
Silently letting myself, be like air.
Everyone's eating, talking, laughing, tonight is such a joy,
The corner of me, is laughing together with the rest,
The onions at the bottom of the plate are just like me, forever the flavouring,
Secretly watching you, secretly hiding myself.
Hearing you talk about you and your many other 'him',
Me and my hopelessness act very amused,
I'm just like an onion, forever just the supporting actor,
How i wish to have with you a second of our own story.
If only you are willing to peel open my heart layer by layer,
You will discover and you will be shocked that You are my most suppressed and deepest secret.
Your nose will run out and your tear will come out, If only you can hear me and see my whole-heartedness .
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