I never believe love at the first sight. Just know like at the first sight. It's normally happen to anyone else. It was last year ,I knew someone . I always saw him in an event of *******. It was totally different when I met him. he was really cool, focused of his job and serious. I never felt this before. coincidentally when we met in **** room ,I was speechless and smiled at him. He was a lil bit clumsy when he saw me smiling. he said a word but I didnt hear anything. My mind was trapped in his face. I couldn't say anything , my mouth was dumb. Then he just smiled back at me. I was really excited at that time. Is it love?. I was still considering something that crush in my heart. That it wasn't love ....maybe we called it "like"
Day by day I just could sneaked a peek of him. I couldn't be brave to ask him . And I thought He knew that I always saw him in the distance. Nine months passed. I was in a hurry to attend that event. Cause it was twice I wore the same clothes with him. In the early morning I dressed up and went in a hurry to see him. Turns out, he wasn't there. where is he? . At the end of the event he wasn't still there. I asked one of his friend, he said that the man I looked for wasn't longer in the event anymore. It was like a thunder came to my dream. I did feel regret , cause I never ask and said anything to him. I was really said and crying at that time. God I didnt know who my lover is. But I just realize that I love him even though I haven't known him well. I'm sorry god, I cant stand with this feeling. After that day..I was gloomy. Always thinking about him, listening sad n blue song. I always pray that I can meet you someday. But 6 months passed ,aint nothing. Where ever you are I wish you be happy w ur life or maybe with your lover now .
