I wait
I pray that we meet
but never shows up
I'm such a failure
just hope but do nothing
Why can't I change?
I suffer
no passion in life
only being obsessive by some things
oh my
Looking up at others
envy every time
how I wanna know what it feels like
Looking low at some
so I feel better
but it's just pathetic!
Can I kill me?
I would love to
but then
it's everyone that I think of!
No
it's not like I care of them losing me
because
No one's gonna really feel lost
it's just
I care about what they would think of me
Killing myself!
makes it even more pathetic, right?
Why do I want so much?
why can't I just be grateful of what I have?
why can't I just enjoy life?
Why can't I just love it?
I don't even have any damn curiosity about any useful things but ...
(Can't tell that)
