Go Clean Out Your Junk Drawer!

When I was 15, I got into the most prestigious high school in my town. Everyone was cheering for me, feeling overjoyed that I got what I deserved. I believed I would be doing just fine around the highly overcompetitive students. But boy, was I wrong. Instead of thriving, I found myself drowning in an environment that made me feel the need to be the best, to be just the same as my peers. I need to get into a very prestigious college to fit in. So that consumes me for the whole 3 years. I set my goal, I want to get into Indonesia University. And since I am a social being, I tried to shape myself with the people who have the same target as me. I give my all, but I forgot about the most vital aspect: something that is way beyond my control.