the smile on her face. the eyeglasses on her nose. her long  straight hair.
they caught my eyes. I lose. she won.
I told them, my friends. her friends.
I tried. there's something. my heart can't deny.
no, it's not lust. something different.
I said it, honestly, directly, to her. finally.
then, I broke. into million pieces. it hurts.
pain in my heart. I can't believe. so painful.
she hates me. shame on me.
I try to accept. Maybe, I was just too fast.
Took it seriously. she hates me.
I'm scared. I'm sad. It hurts.
but, wait. I have another thousands of hours to know you well.
I have another thousands of chances.
I have. They said, you gotta admire a man that trying.
I'll try. And, I'm sorry, I love you.
It hurts in the beginning, I hope it's not in the end.
I smile for you. I wish you the best.
I watch you from the far.
the smile, the eyeglasses. your hair. I never forget.
I'm sorry, I love you.
