My Irritating Moment in The Whole Borring Sunday

I had an irritating story ten years ago when I was a kid. I still studied at Elementary School. I was so tiny, so small and cute. I have a female cousin named Adel.  She is two years younger than me. She is kind and she actually has a long hair with a beautiful face. Basically she is a good person but unfortunately I can't make a relationship with her. I can not purpose my feeling to one of my big family. This is must give underline that she is my big family. I will get a trouble if I do this mad thing.