Sometimes, I really hate the one whom I love. I hate that person not because of the rejecting of my love. No, I don't even feel angry because of that rejection. I hate that person because that person would be the one who fulfill my mind all the time, from the time I wake up till I close my eyes. It's really annoying because I can't concentrate to my work. I can't to think properly. But then I try to bring myself back to the reality that I must work hard to pursue my future. I can't make myself seemed so miserable because of the broken heart. I must try to fix myself and keeping my heart to feel happy always.
Do you know the worst thing of one sided love? You really want to be there for someone whom you love, but your present is not worthy for him or her. You really want to protect him or her in every step of his or her life, but you know that you protection is useless because they expect another protection from someone whom they love, but it is not you. You really want to spend every single time with the one whom you like, but he or she is too busy for spending his or her time with somebody else. You really think about him or her all the time and feeling so sad, while he or she never think about you even just for a second. That's the worst thing. How different between your heart and his or her heart.
Maybe, that's really seemed so miserable. But, you must be grateful for being in love. Although it's just a one sided love, but you can feel it. You can like someone so much, admire that person with full of your heart. Maybe he or she will never be togethet with you, but at least, you must be so thankful to know about someone whom you like. Well, that's the story of life. Just keep your love in your heart and never force someone else to love you back. Just respect their decision for not loving you back. That's the kind of true love. Cheers.
