There was not any big differences when I had already married him. My husband and I still went to campus everyday, like usual. We decided to continue our study until we graduated. But, there was something that made me felt guilty everyday, the baby inside my tummy . I was still wondering that I would felt ridiculous when the baby was born just six or seven months after my marriage. My husband loved this baby, so do I. I was just not ready yet to have this baby and to receive many questions from the people around me. I had to do something to this baby and I just tried to act like I lost this baby because of miss carriage.
