Lord,
Thank You for the beautiful new month
my soul is totally aware of your kindness in my life.
but God,
this week I heard something that strangled my heart
I tried to forget my feelings and devote a line
thin line on my lips for a sweet smile
no, I do not falsify myself.
I tried, just trying.
at this point, I realized, that I've matured
I started to regulate this emotions and feelings.
Friends around me,
a luxury prize today I got.
but I can’t even tell a story there,
thinking about how cruel reality of life.
This is a mistake of the past I made,
but she paid it wrong.
Then I remembered how I hurt you, Lord.
Pain
Agony
Torment
Illness
Soreness
Trouble
They hacked my brain, seriously!
