No Air

Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
(courtesy of Chris Brown and Jordin Sparks; No air)

Was it the lyric which describe my feeling, or my feeling were put in a picture by the lyric of that melancholic song...?
Sometimes we felt so connected with one particular song. We found that the song was made for us, personally. Every single thing that happens to our life are connected to each song created.

Well somehow, those songs were made inspired by real life stories. No wonder, sounds so real and feel like we are the inspiration..
Okay, enough with the song thesaurus.
Tonight, this well-known song by Chris Brown n Jordin Sparks (sorry, if i misspelled or misplaced the name) was my theme song.

I am no longer teenager. My age already past a quarter of a century.
But it doesn't mean i have no feeling of love, no passion to get happy and romantic with my partner in life.
In fact, i want it the most.
Just because of a small stuff, the situation became so grey...(again)

I don't know exactly how are you doing right now without me being beside you, but I can assure you how i feel like no air, no air.
A human being will suddenly die caused by "No Air" situation. Only in few seconds, someone's life will ruin or stop, because of No Air.

And you are my air, my only one resources of life.
How could i walk trough tomorrows if i have no air...

I am now even lost in my own mind...
hard to think what am i typing now, or what was the main idea of this note...

This is might be my another Insomnia relief...
Can't breathe for no air..
Can't sleep for Insomnia...

Please apologize me,,,i guess my thought are getting blur now...
Need a recover...
you are my recovery....