Letters To God of My

letters to god of my
 I may be a little tired of this way ..
 I can not express tired of starting today
 I do not understand , the way that I choose ..
 may be a bit indecisive , or do I now despair ?
 god ....
 I just want to live once , want to be happy at all , want to be successful at all , want to get married once , wish happy father once in my life ..
 god ...
 even now I want to run fast with him , and along with your way of god , if this can not be aligned , and my hope .. I just wanted to leave the father , and two adiku , keep them ,, because I love them , just can not shackle sjalah I thank ..............
 once again god .. keep them :)