I Wish I Don't Wish

There is always wish in life. It is all because it is part of life or it could be it is life. There are many wishes have wished in life which are wished by life itself. And wishes have made life runs the way it is. I wish many kinds of thing just like everybody did. It makes uncertain situations dramatically. I guess so. I wake myself up that it is just kinds of lullaby in noon. It was wrong to me because out of reality. Open up your eyes and see the others side. And feel all more objective by please it as the wind flows. Once I want something I really hope. As a wish is in as such a human kind. But in the other side it just as wish as is. It is left disappointed or even awful misery. Sometime mess all fall apart. It is wish, what we can do about it unless nothing. There is not any. Wish as the wish still can be wished. When things gone well and take its part as the nicest wish that ever is. It is beautiful. And still wish it will not ever go away. There is always wish to another wishes. Even there is only wish that will never come true. I don't think so. It is because as an uncertain situations take much time and more energy when in it. But it happened just the way it wants or it is too. I hate in it. It is just wish, why should be wished. I do not even know why. Or just let it be as the wish will always be whished. I wish I don't wish. Batam, 170311 ~_^