Dear mom, I suppose you don't know who I am; even you don't remember I've ever been your part... Yet, I still remember all! I remember when God was forming me, I asked Him," Father, for whom You will deliver me?" He answered," For a woman that think her life is awful" then I asked again," Why do You send me to her?" God smiled to me and answered; "Because, you will complete her life" Thus, I was happy because He chose and sent me to you. Do you know, I always imagined that we would always be together, you would keep me even outside is hot or cold, and I would make you proud with me? However, you never thought about it. You felt that my presence disturbed you and your life, you never wanted me, and my presence was a terrible error. Then, you gave me any poisons and alcohols. But, I was still alive! I cried in the womb. Then, you always hit and attacked your womb. You never realized that I did feel pain...You didn't hear my complaint and my pain anyway; you just felt your pain... but, I still alive! Because, I wanted to keep my promise to God, even if you couldn't accept me. Then, you really did it! You did want to chase me away from your part...I didn't know how it happens, I just felt painful in all my body and I couldn't bear that pain... I cried, why you can't accept me, mom? Do I do anything wrong to you? Then, I saw a hand took me softly. I followed it. Then, I was flying... God stood beside me, I saw all... I saw the doctor took my corpse which full of blood...I couldn't imagine, my body was dissolved into parts! Then, the doctor just threw me in garbage! Mom, honestly whatever you had done, I still love you, even though I am never born... I forgive you, mom and from here, in Heaven, I will pray for you... I love you! Sincerely, Your unborn baby picture is taken from: merahituberani.blogspot.com
