I Want To

I want to live peacefully, like the water of a lake even though it washes me away..

I want to live in fantasy, weave a new story without the drama of pretending to care..

I want to be like blue, cold and frozen, hoping that my hopes will not be touched by gray..

I want, as long as I breathe, the melody of my hope will rise to the sky and not fall as rain..

I want my soul not to be killed with the lie of pretending to be beautiful...

Unfortunately I forgot, where I was standing was a room full of roaring manipulation..