I'm sad and lonely,
Having nobody to comfort me,
I wear a mask to hide everything about me
Hide my every lies behind my smile
Deep inside, I feel empty.
A body without a soul and life
Wander to the nothingness
See myself as a zombie
Nobody could feel about me
For I design my mask to hide everything.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For I design my mask to be laughing.
Behind all the smiles are the tears
And behind all the comfort are the fears.
Everything you think you see,
Isn't everything there is to me.
Day by day,
I'm dying.
I couldn't go on with this life
I lost everything.
I desperately try to search
For someone that'll stop my crying.
For someone who'll erase my fears,
For someone who'll wipe my tears.
But till then I'll keep on pretending
As if everything go smoothly
Hoping one day I can smile,
Till then, I'll be here.. waiting.