Nowadays i feel so alone, many things fly on my mind..
Nothing to become something, still stuck in nowhere..
Confuse of this atmosphere, that’s make me headache..
This is scary..
Realize that i’m by myself now..
I fight like a brand new baby boy..
Think of future, feel so bright as i can just grab it on my hands..
Then suddenly i’m just right here, stuck on my lonelyness..
There are so many questions, so many dreams and realities..
I try to fill my colour with white, but become grey then..
I fill it become colourful, then somehow become so blurry in a time..
Now it’s blurry..
I feel so weary, my head can’t stop spinning..
This become my homework everytime and seems like never be done..
I’m cool when i’m with You, nothing i doubt about You..
You’re the one that watch me from above there..i can feel Your smile..
Yes, You always smile seeing my foolish life..
Up and down...but still make nothing..
Seems like i’m nothing, people even don’t see me..
Then i must crawling to have something in this life..
Still i don’t know why Lord, but i really confuse..