tens of hours. still, I couldn't believe.
the smile on her face. the eyeglasses on her nose. her long straight hair.
they caught my eyes. I lose. she won.
I told them, my friends. her friends.
I tried. there's something. my heart can't deny.
no, it's not lust. something different.
I said it, honestly, directly, to her. finally.
then, I broke. into million pieces. it hurts.
pain in my heart. I can't believe. so painful.
she hates me. shame on me.
I try to accept. Maybe, I was just too fast.