As time goes by. I don't even understand the situation I'm in. Because I don't know what to do.
When I do my activities, I only remember that there is something that I strive for.
Seeing, knowing the current state of the family. I can't do anything.
I walked aimlessly with a confused face. Heart, soul and mind caught me off guard. Just be quiet. There are many people around me, some ask and some don't. But I think there is only one goal. By praying and weeping with Sang', the ruler of power". My joy is not as usual. Because my face is dazed, dull with many thoughts.
2 weeks have passed and I am still speechless. My two hands while typing a work to produce thin and valuable paper for the future. the plate on the table will not fall, even if a human drops it. Life is not as easy as we think, but keep trying and fighting.
1 week has arrived. I stayed in bed, and tears dripped on the floor and then I prayed to "Almighty" when I experienced peace in life.
The day comes with a bright light.. the phone rings with a strong vibration
Someone called me..the person who called this is the most supportive person.
There is no denying that this mother.. brings relief what I didn't expect to happen.. it's time I will continue to fill this blank paper..
Wahhh..my heart is so happy..like a new flower blooms in the morning...with a scream.
Thank you sir. Very good.