Without me writing the sadness is clearly visible
Even without crying, it already feel how painful it is
Bending my knees, I begged among your innocent pleas
Now I'm just trying to be strong, even if I'm just accompanying him when his funny laugh adorn the universe
Every second I negotiate with fate to keep you happy
Doing the most ridiculous things to go against the flow that should just
not be for me
But for your smile to be more precious than the most glorious vessel on earth
Keep going Son, hold your longing
Far above there is a prayer from the soul that you have been missing for so long
Yes, She has been martyred carriying her love to heaven, until later you are ready to say "Mom, I miss you"
Look at me, Son
Stop my sadness for a moment
These verses of poetry are scattered with non-stop elegies
Not even if I stop, until you can read the language of this heart, which hints at millions of hopes for you.
Indramayu, October 29, 2022
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